I went and saw this girl today. It was fun. It made me feel like a normal human being, capable of emotions again. Yet.. It reminded me of that part in Eternal Sunshine where he says "Why do I fall in love with every girl who shows me the least bit of attention".
But it was nice. We talked about stuff and watched a torture porn rape movie.
Now my younger brother is watching Casablanca and I'm listening to Julie Dorion. All in all, today was good. No attacks, minimal depression, yeah. My friends bailed on me, and I should have stayed in Oberlin longer.
Oh well, I've got a gig tomorrow, am seeing Jandek sunday, and go on tour thursday. I need this.
how was the movie?
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